Me is thinking of him...

I am actually getiing used to burying all the painful thoughts deep inside my head. And every single day, I try so hard not to revisit that place in my head by trying to get my self busy.

Today, I was of course answering emails, I swear I was not thinking of him but somehow my subconsious is sending me signals to get my attention. Out of nowhere, wala nakakanta naxad ko'g sad lovesong. It's not even a song that I normally hear everyday. It's like an old old popular song back when I was just a kid, daydreaming about my own lovestory. whew! take a look at the chorus of the lyrics.

"'di ko kaya ang limutin kita,
Masdan mong lumuluha ang aking mga mata
Pigilin ko man akoy nasasaktan
Ang katotohanan ay mahal parin kita.."

And then sometime last week, i was also singing a song I didn't even thought of singing!

"Long ago, and oh so far away
I fell in love with you
Before the second show
Your guitar it sounds so sweet and clear
But you're not really here,
It's just the radio

Don't you remember you told me
You loved me baby
You said you'd be coming back
This way again baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby,
Oh baby, I love you
I really do

Don't you remember you told me
You loved me baby
You said you'd be coming back
This way again baby
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Oh baby, I love you
I really do

Loneliness is such a sad affair
And I can hardly wait
To be with you again
What you say to make you come again
Come back to me again
And play your sad guitar

Don't you remember you told me
You love me baby
You said you'd be coming back
This way again baby
Baby baby baby baby
Oh baby I love you
I really do

Don't you remember you told me
You love me baby
You said you'd be coming back
This way again baby
Baby baby baby baby
Oh baby I love you
I really do"

grabe, every neurons in my cluttered and deprived head seemed to be screaming how and what I really feel inside. I love him. I still do love him. leche!

	Meiko - Heard it all before.mp3
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