Thursday, March 18, 2010

the bryanfretzch remake?

seriously!!! this can't be happening? I'm tangled up again with a guy who has an unfinished romantic business???


last night I met with glenn to finally put a closure to whatever we have started. I was scared that my stomach was turning inside out yet at the same time i know I was ready to finally let him go. To finally admit to myself that there's no way I'll ever consider having a relationship with him.

I so planned it and funny thing was when I was on my way to Mcdo, I was even silently praying that he'll show up as rugged and as yagit as he always do, so it would be easier to stick to the plan. Which he did! (don't remind me of the nails eww!)

But somehow, it turned out that it wasn't us who needs a closure. It was his pathetic girlfriend. How did I learned about this? Well, I thought Glenn was trying to lie his way in. So, i dared him to ask his ex to come and see me so we all could talk about this mess that she had accused me of. Glenn even showed me his text messages and his Ex's reply. To cut the long story short, his ex bailed and admitted that they're done for good.

But I quiet remember the text says about "what happened between us, wla na to!) And of course I asked glenn to make things clearer for me. To make me understand. And all I got is a shallow and suspicious explanation. hmmm(wonders) did they slept together?---When? was it during the time Glenn was courting me?

Goodluck na jud... This can't be serious. I don't know what the hell was I thinking.

Haaay basta. All i know is that I was kilig last night that Glenn made an effort to clear things with me and was man enough to say sorry and admit that it was his mistake and even promised me that he's gonna make it right. Somehow, it felt good that someone actually was afraid to lose me. That someone values me.

but who knows when's this feeling gonna last.



Well, pardon me with my unkind words. i just can't believe there's still a girl nowadays who'll play the martyr type. Hmmp sad!

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