it barely 2 weeks since we broke up.
Yes i've been counting and for the past days my reaction to the situation is surprisingly the same.
just flat.normal.empty.hallowed out.
sometimes, i just find myself staring blankly at the white ceiling in our bedroom,
literally thinking nothing.
thinking about how paint could be so spotless, it seemed so endless.
just like how i feel at that precise moment.
the pain has not sink in yet.
and it scares me a bit that it's just around the corner waiting for the perfect time to inflict me.
but I know, i'll have to go through it to finally move on.
I can't forever pretend that it didn't bother me at all.
But then again, I guess I shouldn't stress myself out worrying about what may happen next.
what ever will happen will happen, whether I don't get enough sleep thinking about what waiting for me ahead.
It's gonna happen regardless.
I'm just gonna have to have a little faith in myself that whatever life may bring me, i could definitely pull it off!
damn it!
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