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sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!

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grrr I had a very good title earlier but now i forgot all about it. grr! this could be due to lack of sleep but anyway, no amount of drowsiness could ever postpone this blog entry.

So what do we have here. today is 2011! yeay! a couple of weeks now since the new year. Yeah yeah I realize that it's been so long since I last talked about my twisted life---or shall we say "lovelife". haha

Anyway, I am still happy. Yes, there are still those crazy moments when I just stop and think if I were doing something different at this specific moment would I be feeling the differently? If I were in a different place right now would I feel more contented? If I was a different person, would I feel happier? The closest answer to this silly questions is Yes. Definitely! It would be totally different. But then, after a few minutes I'd still manage to collect myself and say I am happy.

You see I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I believe in higher power who controls all the earthly events. I believe that there is a reason why I am standing in this very spot in this wide mysterious world, why I'm writing instead of getting my head to bed, why I am not doing things differently.

Sometimes things doesn't make any sense as of yet. But I know someday it will and when that "someday" ever comes, I know that I wouldn't do things differently now. :)

Because I am happy for so many things that has happened and had never happened to my life.

One, I am happy for every opportunity that God gave me for me to be able to live my life well.

I am happy for this job---that although i hate it and I don't really want to be a callcenter girl at least Im making quiet an amount of money to get me through this life and send my younger sister to school.

I am happy because I have friends who amazingly pops up just when I needed them! Its like the universe knows just when to bring us together.

I am happy because I have Aerlowe. because he gives me jitters! because he makes me wanna go home early. Because he makes me all crazy. because he's someone I can be silly with. because he farts like he hadn't poop for a week. because he's crazy too. and for the most part of it HE MAKES ME SOO DAMN HAPPY.

And I am happy because I see and feel love every day.
hmm matog lang sah cguro ko... i'll make up for this next time! promise!