and so my little sister got tired of keeping my little secret and decided to get it out into the open. little sister went to text my mom and dad that I've been letting mahal sleep in our apartment.
But of course I was so dead meat! mom and dad was so disappointed coz suddenly their perfect obedient little girl when into a bitchy rebellios stranger.
MOm was hurting and yet again looked for allies to retune my head and put me back to the right path. She had tita vic calling for almost every minute of the day. She texted mahal's mom and mahal's dad.
It was all so crazy and me and mahal were both screwed. And I was at my lowest down to the bottom of the pit. I was even feeling to hurt as well because here's my parents again being overwhelmingly overprotective. I mean, I am 22 and I earn my own money. I am independent but why can't they be cool and let me live my life? Anyway, this is my life and it is me who will die when it's time for me to go. So why can't they let me live my life the way I want to? Why does it always have to be them?
mahal loves me. He has never taken me for granted. He knows how to take care of me. He may be perfect but for once in my life I am sure of something. I am sure that he loves me.
All these thoughts were running in my head and I was again ignoring their texts and calling coz i just don't have the slightest idea how in the world would i ever talk to them now. But mahal was there, he was there to remind me that running away from the problem would not solve it. It would only continue bug us and make my parents very hurt.
And he was right. And there's nothing I could do but smile and feel so happy for having this person beside me. For meeting someone who would always be by my side. It is indeed during these times when all things are blurry and crazy that you see clearly the kind of person you're partner is. And if you know that he's the one, you'll never be afraid to be crazy inlove with him even if all the people say you shouldn't.
Monday, April 4, 2011
weddings and meeting the fockers. :)
A lot has happened lately. First kick off was last March 19 when mahal's cousin got married and of course I was invited to attend the wedding. The wedding where I met mahal's cousins, uncles, aunties, lolos and lolas. That when I also get to have a really close encounter with his little boy apollo.
It was such a nice event as a whole. It started at Sto. Nino church in Talisay and then they held the reception in Tubod Flowing waters and then I ended up sleeping at mahal's place with his sisters, nephew, brother, mom and dad.
I was supposed to be home the next day only that mahal had managed to convince me to join their reunion at Boardwalk, Compostela. It was such a pretty private resort which is really good for reunion.
For the most part of it, the entire experience taught me and mahal a lot of things. For me, I got to meet his family and learned a lot at how they value family time. I learned that their family are not selfish and would always make sure to share their blessings. Their family also knows how to have fun and enjoy the moment they have together.
I also learned that Apollo is soo much a part of mahal's life. That if I wanna get into his life, i would have to welcome Apollo with open arms. Anyway, the little kid has not done any harm to me or to anyone.
And for mahal, I believe I was successful in getting my point across that if he wants us to get along well, He was to respect me and my things. hehehe
It was such a nice event as a whole. It started at Sto. Nino church in Talisay and then they held the reception in Tubod Flowing waters and then I ended up sleeping at mahal's place with his sisters, nephew, brother, mom and dad.
I was supposed to be home the next day only that mahal had managed to convince me to join their reunion at Boardwalk, Compostela. It was such a pretty private resort which is really good for reunion.
For the most part of it, the entire experience taught me and mahal a lot of things. For me, I got to meet his family and learned a lot at how they value family time. I learned that their family are not selfish and would always make sure to share their blessings. Their family also knows how to have fun and enjoy the moment they have together.
I also learned that Apollo is soo much a part of mahal's life. That if I wanna get into his life, i would have to welcome Apollo with open arms. Anyway, the little kid has not done any harm to me or to anyone.
And for mahal, I believe I was successful in getting my point across that if he wants us to get along well, He was to respect me and my things. hehehe
Monday, January 24, 2011
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
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grrr I had a very good title earlier but now i forgot all about it. grr! this could be due to lack of sleep but anyway, no amount of drowsiness could ever postpone this blog entry.
So what do we have here. today is 2011! yeay! a couple of weeks now since the new year. Yeah yeah I realize that it's been so long since I last talked about my twisted life---or shall we say "lovelife". haha
Anyway, I am still happy. Yes, there are still those crazy moments when I just stop and think if I were doing something different at this specific moment would I be feeling the differently? If I were in a different place right now would I feel more contented? If I was a different person, would I feel happier? The closest answer to this silly questions is Yes. Definitely! It would be totally different. But then, after a few minutes I'd still manage to collect myself and say I am happy.
You see I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I believe in higher power who controls all the earthly events. I believe that there is a reason why I am standing in this very spot in this wide mysterious world, why I'm writing instead of getting my head to bed, why I am not doing things differently.
Sometimes things doesn't make any sense as of yet. But I know someday it will and when that "someday" ever comes, I know that I wouldn't do things differently now. :)
Because I am happy for so many things that has happened and had never happened to my life.
One, I am happy for every opportunity that God gave me for me to be able to live my life well.
I am happy for this job---that although i hate it and I don't really want to be a callcenter girl at least Im making quiet an amount of money to get me through this life and send my younger sister to school.
I am happy because I have friends who amazingly pops up just when I needed them! Its like the universe knows just when to bring us together.
I am happy because I have Aerlowe. because he gives me jitters! because he makes me wanna go home early. Because he makes me all crazy. because he's someone I can be silly with. because he farts like he hadn't poop for a week. because he's crazy too. and for the most part of it HE MAKES ME SOO DAMN HAPPY.
And I am happy because I see and feel love every day.
hmm matog lang sah cguro ko... i'll make up for this next time! promise!
So what do we have here. today is 2011! yeay! a couple of weeks now since the new year. Yeah yeah I realize that it's been so long since I last talked about my twisted life---or shall we say "lovelife". haha
Anyway, I am still happy. Yes, there are still those crazy moments when I just stop and think if I were doing something different at this specific moment would I be feeling the differently? If I were in a different place right now would I feel more contented? If I was a different person, would I feel happier? The closest answer to this silly questions is Yes. Definitely! It would be totally different. But then, after a few minutes I'd still manage to collect myself and say I am happy.
You see I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. I believe in higher power who controls all the earthly events. I believe that there is a reason why I am standing in this very spot in this wide mysterious world, why I'm writing instead of getting my head to bed, why I am not doing things differently.
Sometimes things doesn't make any sense as of yet. But I know someday it will and when that "someday" ever comes, I know that I wouldn't do things differently now. :)
Because I am happy for so many things that has happened and had never happened to my life.
One, I am happy for every opportunity that God gave me for me to be able to live my life well.
I am happy for this job---that although i hate it and I don't really want to be a callcenter girl at least Im making quiet an amount of money to get me through this life and send my younger sister to school.
I am happy because I have friends who amazingly pops up just when I needed them! Its like the universe knows just when to bring us together.
I am happy because I have Aerlowe. because he gives me jitters! because he makes me wanna go home early. Because he makes me all crazy. because he's someone I can be silly with. because he farts like he hadn't poop for a week. because he's crazy too. and for the most part of it HE MAKES ME SOO DAMN HAPPY.
And I am happy because I see and feel love every day.
hmm matog lang sah cguro ko... i'll make up for this next time! promise!
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