odd :(

Okay I have a boyfriend, and we've been a couple for less than a month pa lang.
Everything is perfect, I love him he loves me. He has a kid though.

Hiwalay na cla nung mom ng kid. The reason was because the girl is just not right for him. The girl is promiscous, a compulsive liar, and am outright bitch. Everybody knows that. Even my boyfriend's family don't like her.

So yun, they parted ways last summer and we became a couple last month. Now, as I mentioned earlier, everything was perfect until a news came. My boyfriend's sister spilled some deep dark secret of his ex. A secret that goes to the extent of the ex having a video scandal with some random guys and an affair with my boyfriend's cousin and younger brother. And to make things worst, the affair happened while my boyfie and the girl were still together.

It strucked him so hard coz their family is quiet close. You would really see how each member of their family cared for each other. And boyfie said he just couldn't take it that his younger brother and cousin would stab him at the back. I mean, he trusted them.

So now, boyfie is acting really odd. He's not the usual sweet person I used to know. It's midterms week and he's not yet going through his notes to study. He might be caving in and sulking around to heal his broken heart.

And now I'm left clueless on what I should do. Should I give him space? like cool off? So he can take his time off without worrying about what I feel. So he can focused on moving on. This sounds a good move.

On the other hand, I also think that I should be there and help him go through this.
So Should I just stay and wait for him until he's better?

Vanilla Sky

that is exactly how i feel right now. I just came from a love-filled Restday. As usually with my Constellations. My do. My Aerlowe.

First off was tuesday, we had lunch together, he brought food at home, good for all three of us. And then we stayed at home and made some lovin'. And then at around 4 in the afternoon we went to Jy to meet angel and went to the market to buy our dinner.

And then we cooked our dinner together. At night time, we talked for a while about his teenage years and I just came to know that he was a total wreck in highschool. A good wreck :). And then I helped him study for his midterms exams. I even made a summary for his pol.sci exam.

We slept together in our room. And then in the morning he cooked breakfast for us. awww! :D this one is suuuupppeeerrr kilig! :D

We had scrambled egg and dried fish in the morning and made a special chocolate drink for me. Waaaaah! kiliga jud nako ani oie.. It wasn't the food man jud kay saun ra man lutuon to. It's the effort that he got up early to cook something for me. awww!!

and then we went to his school where he gave me my own VETMED shirt. awww!! pagkaSWEEt nalang jud. haaaayz

wala lang. I know that we've just known each other for less than a month. But to me it felt like we've known each other forever. I don't really know how to explain it. I just feels so happy, so contented, so special and taken cared of.

It felt like I'm not afraid if I ever get lost, coz I'll find me in his arms.

I never even imagined this is possible, that two people can really feel love for each other. It's only now that I realized that magic is real. :D

you

you are my sunshine.
the cool morning breeze that caress my skin.
the fragile yellow flowers that greets me down the street.
The last song I listened to that I can't seem to get over with.

you you you aerlowe. :)

Aerlowe doh...

a lot has happened in a span of two weeks. Yeah we counted the days since we officially sealed it as a couple.

But one marvelous moment I couldn't forget was when he introduced me to his relatives and his little brother.

Anyway, today was just an ordinary day. We went to church and then went to emall right after and then had our lunch in Talamban where we ate the ever delicious Balamban Liempo. yumyum!

And then we went home and cuddle a little and kissed a little.

It's been only two weeks yet it feels like I've known him for two long months.

I can sense that he's a good person. Someone who'll always consider my feelings. Someone who seem to always want what makes me happy..

Oh yeah, we had our first LQ ever! hahaha coz I was making a fuss out of him not allowing me to come with him at his Karate practice.

But then eventually he gave in to my whims. hehehehe

Wala lang. happy2x kaau mi. Happy2x kaau ko! :D