Adrenaline rush

I just recently changed my baby's name on my mobile phone.

I changed it to Adrenaline Rush!

which is just right for him...

He's giving me little heart attacks whenever he texts me..

and I get so paralyzed whenever he's near.

and i savor every moment of it, stunned with the beauty right in front of me.

Now, I'm back to this phase again.

Where I am, or we are, hanging by a moment.

Not wanting to take any step further.

Because one wrong move could spoil the thrill, the chase. the adrenaline rush!

How could I be feeling all these emotions?

It's crazy yet soo beasutiful.

the timeless archimedes '05

Today I organized a little get together with my good old high school classmates. We held it in Mabua, as usual at Bianca's place, which have always been accessible for everybody since time immemorial. we contributed 100php each for the food, and then ayon! donate2x na ang uban para sa drinks. i couldn't put into words how i enjoyed my classmates' company!! the bond was just so timeless. Although we've been growing apart, living our own lives, have our own sets of friends. but we're still who we were back in high school. Haay, lalo na c bestfriend richard??? haaay, i've gotten over him and we finally talked about what i told him 3 years ago. haay, it just felt so good to be around him again. Well, it's not the same feeling, but the friendship is still there. And now i'm even more happy and sincere with the friendship that i'm soo grateful that he didn't took away from me. And also cyndi, who's just soo supportive all the way!! I wasn't really that close to her in high school, but she assisted me with organizing the get together. I'm just soo happy she was there!

sanity in this crazy world

he is my sanity in this crazy world.

he was a comfort zone.
he was my new found sanity.
sunshine.

he doesn't really know it. He may not even understand me.
I supposed he's just too vibrant, young ang fresh to understand
the complexities i'm bringing in to his life.

there were really no emotional attachment it. But the kiss was just soo exceptionally sweet.
damn, i soo enjoy being around him.
In his arms with only the watchful moon and star.
And the endless ocean, that whispers in my ears to live at the moment.


he's my refuge.
he is my sailorman.

whew! looks like this entry is a sort of reflection of my previous posts.

UNSPOKEN RANTS

i love you no matter how vague the situation is at the moment.

I'd still want to stay right next beside you

even if reality is screaming up front

that it's better off to just stay away.

you've been so much a part of me

that's i'd be lost without you

Can't help myself how does it feel to know that i love banaku...

It's just so odd that you don't open up much to me

yet i could feel every inch of you...

I do understand you more than you know.

But sometimes, its just hurts so much being taken for granted sometimes.

I've always been here that you almost never fear that you'll ever lose..

i hope you could also love me more.

if that's being selfish, I'm sorry.

But of course you know that i'll never ever, could never turn my back from you.

you'll always be a part of me.. so much a part of me.

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